Monday, July 30, 2007
The truth hurts?
The truth hurts?
I often ask myself, "Am I really that physcially unattractive?"
Yes, the truth is that, I can't seem to accept myself for who I am.
People who accept themselves
for who they are so readily, will never change for the better.
That's because they don't see the need to, since they have already "accepted all their flaws".
So yes, I am ugly.
I'm unattractive and hideous.
But what hurts me the most,
is that people whom I regard as friends are the ones who are hurting my feelings.
Scenerio 1
Benn: I'll be drinking and partying like crazy, when I'm in London.
Friend: Oh?
Benn: Yeah, and I heard that the chicks there are pretty wild. Perhaps, I might even get laid.
Friend: It's not like the girls there would want to be laid by you.
Ouch.
Don't tell me it was a joke.
If it was, why wasn't I laughing?
(It wasn't even funny in the first place.)
Was it necessary to bring me down like that?
To me, it's an insult.
And it is really demoralizing, to hear the same response from so many different people.
So yes, Benn has finally admitted that he's ugly.
Yay.
Some friends.
P.S: If I do get laid when I'm in London, I insist on an apology from each and every one of you.
Benn blogged at 10:35 PM